Слова песни Texas Pandaa — People

Well I won't bear anymore
Because of the letter that you gave me before
Now I won't gnaw on my underlip
You want me to tell not to think

Well I won't forget anymore
Because of the letter that you gave me before
And I try not to doubt your words
I know it would mean that I'm despising you

Well I don't miss you as much as before
Because of the letter that you gave me before
And I hope now I understand
What your words meant that you racked your brain for

So I finally got here
Where I had never believed that there was
I don't need disasters anymore
Just to convince me of the foolishness in my life

Is this called the "happiness"?
It cost us a lot and something's been missed
Is this what people had always said?
Can you feel this happiness?